Troubles of the heart.

2013-03-16 21:02:17 by Kinsei

I, have found being in love, is, to say the least, very difficult. Especially when the love seems to be unrequited.

Matters of the heart tend to be impossible it seems. More so when you get to be by them all the time. I would say that perhaps if i lacked her company, i might be able to break my tender organ's vice like grip on my senses and perhaps i could find the will power to move on. But it seems to be a love that i ccannot shake nore would i want to.
In short, love is the most painful hell that anyone can expearience. But why do you hurt so good love.


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2013-03-16 21:20:59

Been there several times. The trick is not to think about it. Just ignore the feeling and focus on being productive.

Kinsei responds:

Ahh to make the mind to halt its processes. That would be a bit of comfort. One I'd welcome. But then I realize that I do care very deeply for her and thinking of her and playing that broken record in my head that is the epitome of insanity seems to make me happy for a fleeting moment.


2013-03-17 16:23:03

Unrequited love is the worst, but just find a new bitch or two to be interested in and it will pass rather quickly.

Kinsei responds:

As cliche, as it sounds, its not that simple. I've tried, and All I can think of is her. She's the only one I care about. I had a shot with her years ago, but it had complications, and we decided to let i go back then. I have regretted that decision ever since. Its the only thing in my entire life I actually regret.
I don't want to be with anyone else, I want to be with her.
But I have recently played my hand, and I'm going to give it all a shot. And perhaps, just perhaps, this impossible dream from my fractured mind and heart might have a chance.


2013-03-17 18:25:07

Look, monkey, I know that feeling. Constantly thinking about her and what went wrong, what could have been, every possibility in the future, etc. It is very difficult to get it out of your head, but try. Not entirely, but all that extra stuff. Over-thinking and all that. Every time you screw something up and you realise you worked yourself up too much. What's the history between you two and what do you want from it?

Kinsei responds:

Yeah, your right. I have let it haunt me for much longer than I should have.
trying to focus on other things would probably help, but it really isn't easy to do. But we'll see hat the future holds on that one.


2013-03-23 16:45:34

I don't really understand why you are posting such(awesome foody) here. no offense

Kinsei responds:

Meh, had nothing better to do.